The first time:
Changing in the gym
wrapped in a towel when:
“Can you please replace these loo rolls?”
rings shrilly in my ear
I am so shocked
I drop the key to
my voice box
and neither my voice and I
can find it
as my eyes narrow themselves
to raging slits – tracking
the red-faced blond
as she scurries away
Another time:
A patient is ushered into
my room and Stops. Dead.
Confused and offended words
dance across his stricken face
and granite lips
My mood races after the plummeting room temperature
because my heart has now iced over
Later-I choose an innocent narrative for my family :
“He was just surprised I was a woman”
Another time
and another…and another…..
© Vivian Zems
Poets and Storytellers United
Weekly Scribblings #27: Things Were Different Back Then
Kerry’s prompt @skylover poetry – “An, Can”
One word from “enigmatic“
July 8, 2020 at 9:37 pm
Vivian I can’t imagine how old all of that gets. My humble condolences for each incident of ignorance/stupidity/maliciousness/evil you have had to endure. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}}
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July 9, 2020 at 12:11 pm
Thanks Jade…HUGS back. With time, I hope ignorance and hate will lessen.
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July 9, 2020 at 6:40 pm
You are most welcome.
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July 8, 2020 at 9:53 pm
It must be exhausting to keep dealing with such morons and their nasty mouths. Solidarity x
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July 9, 2020 at 12:08 pm
Thankfully, these days I speak up on the spot. A quick sharp education! Thank you!
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July 8, 2020 at 9:54 pm
This is intolerable. How ignorant and arrogant can people be.
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July 9, 2020 at 12:07 pm
Indeed! Thanks Sadje 🙂
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July 9, 2020 at 1:41 pm
Take care Vivian.
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July 9, 2020 at 12:01 am
Sorry to hear you were offended that way Vivian
Happy Wednesday
Much💖love
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July 9, 2020 at 12:06 pm
Thanks Gillena 🙂
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July 9, 2020 at 12:33 am
Well, I sincerely hope things are different now!!!
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July 9, 2020 at 12:06 pm
Well the last slur I received was in September last year…so who knows?
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July 9, 2020 at 1:02 am
*sigh* I’m sorry that this kind of thing still happens.
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July 9, 2020 at 12:05 pm
Thank you…it’s the world we live in.
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July 9, 2020 at 1:37 am
I’m getting frustrated (and angry, too) just imagining the situation. I can’t tell you the amount of times that I’ve been mistaken for the maid, or the nanny, or (in one terrible night at the ER after a surgery) a drug addict. It never gets any easier, does it?
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July 9, 2020 at 1:38 am
And I totally understand the choice to tell the family a story that won’t make their head explode with indignation and fury.
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July 9, 2020 at 12:04 pm
Absolutely! It would have scarred them and caused trouble.
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July 9, 2020 at 12:05 pm
Oh my days! I can so relate!
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July 9, 2020 at 4:46 am
O Vivian, you have made those insults come to real life here on the page. I can’t imagine how hard it must be. I myself have always been on the object end of bullying, even a bit as an adult. My school name I hated was “Sad Sack”.
But that was not racial, just being ‘different’ and not in the in crowd.
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July 9, 2020 at 12:04 pm
Bullies will need very little excuse to find a reason to deride anything they perceive as ‘other’
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July 9, 2020 at 8:44 am
Sadly I remember many years ago in 1950’s Britain when coloured immigrants from various colonies came to find work how ignorant locals would try to avoid passing them in the street. I was in my late teens but luckily had been brought up by parents who had no bias. I do hope Vivian that you were able experience better treatment from others.
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July 9, 2020 at 12:02 pm
Thanks Robin. For the most part…people are ok. Thankfully so. Thank God for your parents..because it’s learned behaviour.
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July 9, 2020 at 7:57 pm
I apologize for every ignorant, biased, misguided rude person who’s rained on your parade. May the next generation know better!
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July 10, 2020 at 1:46 am
Amen to that, Beverly!
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July 9, 2020 at 11:57 pm
Oh my aching heart. I am so sorry you have to endure such hostility, Vivian.
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July 10, 2020 at 1:45 am
It’s a combination of ignorance and stupid! thanks Sanaa!
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July 10, 2020 at 12:39 am
The more things change, the more they stay the same? Sadly, that’s often true. I pray for the day when every human being on earth is accepted just as he or she is.
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July 10, 2020 at 1:44 am
I’ll echo with an Amen (because it would be a lovely miracle, indeed)
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July 10, 2020 at 7:16 pm
I remember taking my kids out to so many places when they were younger, and different people told me what a devoted nanny I was. I’ve been mistaken for “the help” in general a few times too. Then there were the times people thought it was a compliment to tell me over and over again how well spoken I am and that my English is so good. On and on it goes.
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July 10, 2020 at 8:50 pm
Ah! We live in the same world, Rommy!
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July 12, 2020 at 11:03 pm
👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼
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July 12, 2020 at 11:51 pm
🙏🏽🙏🏽
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July 15, 2020 at 7:46 am
damn.
powerful pen ~
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July 19, 2020 at 12:53 am
Thank you:)
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July 26, 2020 at 3:34 pm
People have become so irresponsible over their actions and what they say. Stupid is as stupid does. Your poem is apt for the times.
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July 30, 2020 at 12:24 am
Thanks Eugenia…thankfully, they’re not so many of them.
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